its a big shock to us...i heard before, once, twice, I'm not sure but heard that he's having a girlfriend..no better not to call girlfriend because the lady is only few years older than me..but definitely far younger than my mom...AFFAIR!!!

damn!! hurt so much..cant take it when my own dad said that he hate us, his children. he have 2 grandchild now..soon will become 3..how could a father says that he hate his family, his children..

my gosh..divorce? why now? it's so unreasonable..is that why he's having an affair?
lately, he did not return home..no idea where does he stay..maybe that lady's house...pity to my mom...
he slapped me on my face when he found out that I was involved in a marriage affair..but now he's doing the same thing..breaking the rules? is this how to teach?

so unbelievable..God please protect my mom, please guide hear and give her the strength. give us love God so that we can spread more love to my mom thus she will not feel alone because she's having us...

~ Faith Defeats Worry ~
Worry makes us see things
That aren't really there at all,
Worry makes us cripples
Before we even fall.
Worry causes problems
Where there should be just peace -
Trust God to find the answers
That make the worries cease...

What should we tell my nephew and niece when they ask "where is kungkung?" what should we tell them? they wont understand, they will keep on asking...
what kind of father is that,, hating his children, his family? when is the time we the children never love him..maybe we never say it out but what we did for him, everything is because of love..we give something without mention it...he never say he loves us either but when he give us something or buy for us something he always mention..he did mentioned "anak teda guna!" "sial punya anak" when he's angry, when he scolded us..but still we never hate him because we know whatever it is he still our dad...this is very hard for us..not a divorce..no...